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That’s what it felt like. Every hardship I avoided, every rough truth I smoothed over — they grew back, fiercer. And that morning, I didn’t run. I sat on that ache like a saddle. I let it carry me.

Still riding. Still staying up. Still yours. thmyl- lbwt fajrt rakbt ly zwbr shyqha wbttnak...

There are moments that don’t make sense until you live them. Like waking up before dawn, not because you want to, but because something inside you refuses to sleep. You dress in silence. You step into the cold. And you ride — not a horse, not a train — but your own sharp edges. That’s what it felt like

So here I am now, piecing together the upload — this story, this scar, this dawn. Maybe you’ll read it. Maybe you’ll remember the mornings I disappeared only to return quieter, heavier, but still here. I sat on that ache like a saddle