I didn’t think much of her then. I turned the pages quickly, eager for plot, for endings that tied themselves into neat bows. But she lingered. Her silences followed me off the page—into classrooms, into dinner conversations, into the mirror.
So I closed the book. Not to shut her away, but to carry her with me. Some stories don’t end when you read the last line. Some girls take years to step off the page and into their own voice.
Years later, I found the book again, buried in a box marked “Keep.” I was no longer thirteen. The margins I’d once left clean were now cluttered with notes in my own handwriting: “Why does she stay?” and “I know this feeling.” I had written myself into her story without realizing it.
That’s when I understood. She wasn’t just a girl in a book. She was every girl who had ever been told to be smaller, quieter, easier. She was the version of me I had tried to outgrow—and the one I was finally ready to meet.