And tomorrow, I’ll fight again. Still blind. Still bleeding. Still not knowing the end.

I am an NTR Knight. That sounds like a title from a trashy light novel, but it’s a role I never auditioned for. In the original stories, the “knight” is the loyal partner who loses the one they love to a third party. The tragedy is passive.

This is a fascinating and emotionally charged premise. "NTR" (Netorare) is a genre from Japanese visual novels/manga involving infidelity, often from the perspective of the person being cheated on. An "NTR Knight" is a rare twist—typically a protagonist who chooses to fight for their partner's happiness, even with someone else, or who endures the pain for a greater cause (duty, love, survival).

But me? The Blindfolded Battle When I say I fight without knowing the… (truth? outcome? her heart?), I mean it literally.

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I fight without knowing if I’m the hero or the fool. Without knowing if this is endurance or insanity. Without knowing if she’ll ever look at me the way she looks at him. After a year of this, I’ve learned one thing: The NTR Knight never wins. But he also never surrenders.