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At first, the texts from his friends were frequent. “Missed you at the book study.” “Are you sick?” Then they became less frequent. Then they stopped altogether—until the emails from the elders began.

Instead, he opened a drawer in his desk. Underneath old receipts and a dead cell phone, he found a faded jw.org bookmark. On the back, in his mother’s shaky handwriting, was a single scripture: “Jehovah is near to those who are broken at heart.” — Psalm 34:18. jw-org

Then he closed the laptop. He walked to the window. Down on the street, a woman was locking her bicycle. A man was arguing on his phone. A child pointed at a squirrel. At first, the texts from his friends were frequent

But as he drove home that night, he realized he had been pretending. He was not fleeing an assignment. He was drowning in the silence of his own life. His mother had died six months earlier. She had been the one who studied with him, who took him to the assemblies, who cried when he got baptized at sixteen in a hotel swimming pool converted into a makeshift baptistery. Instead, he opened a drawer in his desk

He wrote a new email. Not to the elders, but to the only person he still spoke to from the congregation: a quiet, gray-haired brother named Mark who sat in the back row and never commented, just like Elias used to do.