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His real name was Étienne Morel. He was forty-two, broad as a cider barrel, with a face weathered by salt and silence. The nickname—meaning “Big Buttock”—came from the other dockworkers, who watched him haul crates of mackerel up the slick gangplanks. Étienne carried his weight low and heavy, like an anchor. They meant it as a jab. He accepted it as a fact.

He died three months later, in his cot at the lighthouse, with the wooden duck on his chest and the chest of memories unopened beside him. They buried him on the hill overlooking the harbor, facing the water. grosse fesse

One winter, the cold was merciless. The harbor froze for the first time in forty years. Étienne, now seventy-one, slipped on the gangplank and fell into the black water. The other men pulled him out, coughing and blue. They stripped his clothes in the dockmaster's shack to wrap him in blankets. His real name was Étienne Morel

On his left buttock—on the great, heavy, much-mocked mound of flesh—a tattoo. Faded, blurred at the edges, but unmistakable. A single word in looping script, the ink long since settled into his skin like a bruise that never healed. Étienne carried his weight low and heavy, like an anchor